It’s cloudy tonight

I think I’ve been doing it for close to a decade now? Finding a comfortable spot outdoors, pouring myself a glass of wine (or a cup of hot chocolate), and staring at the stars in the late hours of the night on two occasions: the Perseids, most visible during August, and the Geminids, which appear at the tail end of the year.

Tonight is no different. Currently I am in the balcony, half-buzzed because of this bottle of wine I’ve been nursing since mid-afternoon, propped up by pillows, kept company by Elle, who, despite her tiredness and sleepiness, is lying next to me, keeping her eyes peeled for my next move.

I usually don’t like the dark, but meteor showers are an exception.

(If anyone asks, so is spelunking.)

It’s cloudy tonight, however. Chance of rain, maybe even a thunderstorm. Am I disappointed? Yes, very much so.

But will I stay out? Take advantage of the chilly (subjective) night and maybe spend tonight in the balcony? Most probably.

I think despite its sheer stupidity (I have made far wiser decisions), I’m staying out because despite of the cloud cover, I know the stars still lay beyond. I know that despite the fact that I don’t see them, there will be 50-100 meteors per hour tonight. I can keep wishing. Over and over.

And maybe, just maybe, I’ll be able to wish, blindly, at the right time.

And maybe, just maybe, that wish can come true.

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